Cancer

Cold on the inside
In phases my lights die
Staring through ardent eyes, I love you
But I lied
Cold on the inside
In faces a smile dies
Staring through ardent eyes
In me the male child holds thoughts that I hide
Dead through but I seem alive
But, "It should be ok they said."
The doctor said I should be fine
The doctor said that I'll live until
I'm cold on the inside of me
In me lights die
Staring through ardent eyes
Tears dropping like mosit flies
So I am dying on the inside of me
And I must say goodbye